Wednesday, April 25
sometime i really wondering if
everything re pre-destined by THE MAN above
my actions, the words that come out from my mouth
and of course the people i meet....
stuffs happened and i emo-ed today
which i hardly do
told sam lee tat i got the strong urge
to toke to my close friends at tat time
and one by one they like pop out "suddenly" lol
saw the front 5 ppl during break
sat with them and toke awhile...
they told me to relax and ignore, dun so stress up
went back to class and wanted to msg bestie
on second thought didnt want to disturb her with tat
but ta-da! saw her and jenny in the toilet how nice!
told her and jenny bits and pieces abt it
even though toilet isnt a really good place to toke lol!
later both of us msged and
promised to meet up during june
i really need to catch up with her and nat toos....
had been training hard and studying hard...
the feeling of failing just made me feel bad
and i just want to get rid of that...
and i am lacking of sleep too
sleep sleep sleep....
i am grateful for the people that crossed my path
and decided to stay on side by side with me
i am happy that i am in the swim team
even though i do complain at times that i
shouldnt have join in the 1st place lol
i am glad.....
PS: watching the conversation between the 2 coaches and michael with the rest of the swimmers popping out sometime = a true entertainment lol!
sweet candy love ; 10:08 PM
